If you could dedicate one song to ur loved one, what would it be?


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QfrZP32sIz0#watch-main-area


ma3aref shloon i put the utube video up here.
I suck, mamdaaney dethart ! Hatha wana lail7een maweladt!

Anyway thats my song to Mr ;*

That One Word

What is that one word

that describes lonliness in its utter most ironic way,

What is that one word

That details the anxiety of anticipation, of waiting, and waiting even more,

What is that one word

that characterizes and delineates the unappreciativeness of what I have,

What is that one word

that defines the scrutiny of family who inaddition fabricate affection,

What is that one word

that simplifies the meaning of lethargy in its simplist form,

What is that one word

that illustrates the desire to be desired, to be heard, to be nurtured, loved and cared for,

What is that one word

that assigns the feeling of being given the fullest attention, 100% all the way,

What is that one word

What is it?

What?

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What a pregnant women doesnt want to hear

-Wooooww ur belly is so big, are u having twins??

-Ee ka beda khashmech yenferesh, yala maboga shay enshalla (la walaa??)

-Ha meta el welada enshalla?? (Mm entaw shako, i See u once in every 3 years)

-Bent wela walad? (SHAKOOO)

-Nagaytaw esem ?? (hathy sej et6afer)

-Betnafseen ebait ahalech ? (LA wala kent emfakra ya 3nd el yeran ya ebaitkum)

-Meno Dktoortech? Weey mozaina, tadreen etmoot 3al C-section (Did I even ask for ur opinion?)

-Waaaay allah e3enech (F**K U)


ambaih bs khalas bs writing hal post esta3sart all over again...
Hff hormones hormones hormones...

META OLAD YA RABEEEEEY

Jeleel el 7aya!!!

IMAGINE the other day I was walking in the avenues minding my own business when something from behind me SMACKS me on my A**!!!
WTH!!
Altefet adawer sheno hatha wela theres this 5 year old kid on the floor tawa 6aye7 after putting all his stupid weight into hitting me!!!!

"A7SAN!!" I say at the kid on the floor ba6 chabdee oo sej he hurt me!

"TFOO 3alaich"
I was standing gob smacked at this little jerks reaction!@ He actually spitted at me for no reason at all!

WALA EL 3ATHEEM I WAS MINDING MY OWN BUSINESS TALKING TO MY FRIEND MALEE SHEGHEL EB A7AD!!!

And then the stupid kid comes aaaiming his fists at my tummy!!!! (Wegaf galbiiii!! I Was thinking omg my baby!!!)

"Wakher 3ani!!! bs khalas rooo7 la anadee el sher6a"

"TFooo 3alaich"

I gave him my back oo walked away feeling the spitting still going on behind me bs trying my best to gain my presteej back (AY PRESTEEJ ELA TEBAKHAR!!!)

6ab3an being pregnant that made my eyes well up oo I was about to break down and cry then and there bs mesakt 3omree cuz Ive had enough embarrasment for one day!!
IM NEVER STEPPING FOOT IN THE AVENUES EVER AGAIN WITHOUT MY BODYGUARD (MR) :/



Oooh and read this part only if ur interested in pregnancy or are pregnant:-

Ekteshaft ely ya7mel oo yakel methel akla el 6abe3ey (Before getting pregnant) doesnt gain as much as if you think Im eating for TWO, which is soo not true, fa stick 2 ur own schedual and yeah give in to ur cravings bs bel 3agel dont go overrr board!!

Bored!!

What does anyone do in Q8??!!

Weird or what?

Is it normal that my house maid talks on the phone more than I do?

Or that she gets more texts than I do?

El mshkela ena I gave her the phone fa fashla ya3nee ..

Or is this just my hormones playing with my feelings?

Oh and 3eedkum embarrak ! ;)

The Cure..

Im really bad at updating you guys with sheno sar bs ana gayla lazim atsana3...

So The cure that totally cured me oo ra7 kelshay ely kan feeny is...

Not the creams, powders, lotions, etc etc..
But simply....

OLIVE OIL!!

La wel meshkela ena ana ely I prescribed it to myself, 7asayt ena el creamat had too much stuff in them o might harm my baby so I reasearched online oo 6ala3 lots of mothers-2-b sar feehum oo some tried Olive Oil oo ohwa ely nefa3!!

El7emdellaa ya rab .. enshala ma7ad ethoog ely thegta...

Updates with my pregnancy (NOT A HAPPY POST)

Im 25 weeks pregnant oo its hectic :(

Bedayat my pregnancy till now I didnt gain much weight though which is amaazing cuz I eat alot non stop bs also I move alot so it equals things out, the thing is it was sooo easy and I kept saying ee el7emdela mako nesat bs noom, oo ee el7emdela sahalat khaboona 3al faathey, oo ee el7emdela tara kela mobalaqa eb mobalaqaa,, and thennn......

I became sick twice throwing up oo diorehea in my 4th and 5th months, oo kel marath 10 days atleast (maybe thats why i didnt gain much) and then when things became better oo I finally got my health back I developed a rash which is spread alll over which is killing me!!

Agom men el noom men el alam! I wake up my poor hubby ely warrah dawam men my crying! I cant stand it no more, ive been to three dermatologists oo akher wa7da ehy ely baredat chabdee (Dr Mona al Fares)

Oo enshala tonight I can sleep with the millions of creams prescribed to me since I cant take much medication because of my pregnancy...

Allahh esahel oo ehawen 3alay, ana nearly dasha my 7th month now, laa oo foog kel hatha ga3da a7ateey Swine Flu with hal pregnancy, shlooon?? Shasawee? Its so wierd faja kelshay eb wagt wa7ed, 3ayazt wana agra 3ala 3omree o 7alty 7aala, bs sa3at Shit happens :(

El7emdela 3ala Kol 7aal shay a7san men shay ..

So much to say, cant find the words

I've never missed my blog this much!!!

So much has been going on...

sooo much..

stuff too personal to even talk about,

but the good news is

Im expecting a baby in a few months time (enshalla ;) )

IM SUPER EXCITED@!

Confused..

Every time I wana post something, I log in, go to New Post then think to myself Naaaaah nothing important to saay, then log out. WHATS WRONG WITH ME!

DONT FORGET..

Mothers Day!! Its this upcoming saturday the 21st of March




Ideas for your thoughtfulness...:



Go online to buy Flowers:

http://www.theworldflowers.com/default.asp?lang=en-us&idcountry=372

http://www.flowerskuwait.com/

http://www.flora2000.com/Shopping/Kuwait2.asp

http://www.q8flowers.com/flowers.aspx?sid=2



Another good idea is..

China (Mwa3eeen)

You will find plenty in A to Z (fair price)

Sal7eya (Porcelean) High End shwaya although they have a 30% sale

Home Center (fair price)

Sultan Center (fair price)

Ikea (fair prices)

No likey? Try getting her a gift voucher from Villa Moda worth 10% off an purchases made between March 19-21

Or

AlOstoura just sent me a msg claiming they have silverrware (qaseemat sheraa ma3daneya) available for mothers day with prices varying from 50-100-150-250 KD, call 67007779

How about just getting a family picture and playing around with the picture adding effects (if your not that creative and dont know how try any mosawer or theres a place in Galleria 2000 who plays around with pictures professionaly) oo place it in a picture frame with flowers and chocolates.

Chocolates:

Godiva

Fauchon

Wow

Opera

Patchi? (shakhbari ;p)

If your mom is into creativity and you have plenty of time on your hands why dont you make her a scrap book of family pictures and each member of your family could comment on each page underneath the pictures and good memories.

Hope this is all useful, for additional info just ask, and maybe u can add ur own ideas !!

Almost Everything

7 Kilo gain weight since i got married!!!!!! ( Ok just 5 but still it is the difference from being sexy skinny to being on the verge of chubby)

On my trip to Lebanon 2 weeks ago I went to this kick-ass dietician who knew exactly what I was going through, FOOD BINGING! She made me get into this alien machine that could tell every single secret of my body, such as how much muscle I have, how much fat blab la

Sadly to say, my results weren’t very attractive, so I’m not about to broadcast them here, but with the very pleasant diet she gave me I’m supposed to lose .5 kilo each week.

I just checked out my weight and it turns out I lost .7 so yipeeeeeee me!! (Cuz I did cheat and had a few sweeties especially since last night was valentines )

I started blogging 3 years ago, under a different identity oo I loved my first one the most. I kinda don’t like me as much as I did before(blogging wise) so I’m going to try to catch my aura back then and improvise here in my new casa blog.

My hubby is cool about me blogging, he was actually the person that encouraged me to start blogging again. I never thought he would be this cool, bs ashwa it turns out he is the coolest!!

When I’m in my comfort zone, I’m always smiling cheerful, happy, singing my heart out, until a stranger arrives. I go quiet, I don’t interact, don’t smile as much, and hate myself whilst doing all three. It’s a new thing of mine, I wasn’t like this when I was younger. I’m planning on changing and going to be my usual self and not act shy (EKH) around strangers (or friend of a friend), the latter is where I noticed myself on most occasions.

So tomorrow is my big trial. I am invited to this birthday thing filled with people I don’t really know know and I plan on being the normal version of anti-shy me.

P.S the new look is for Mr, he always complains that the color hurts his eyes, THATS why he doesn't "check my blog", (yeah right )

Once upon a black Abaya

Veiled heads, dressed all in black, from head to toe, my painted red fingernails hidden underneath my silky black Abbaya, worried that the "Hay'a" might question me, stop me, hold me hostage in their big black GMC. We all had solemn expressions, faces swept away from any smiles or happy expressions as we roamed the malls. We were in Riyadh and all shocked at how they led their lives.

We were there on a short trip, 2 days only not more. The girls their were so nice and pretty, they were so kind and generous, so down to earth, wonderful companions and tour guides. They were cousins of our Kuwaiti friend, thank god we knew someone there to explain to us how to act and where to go and what to do and what not.

They took us everywhere. Bizarrely enough they had a whole floor in a shopping mall called "Ladies Kingdom" which we can shop scarfless, only women are allowed there.

When we actually went to have coffee, we wernt allowed to get out of the car, but the driver took our orders and headed down to Java Time (latheeeeeeeeeeeeeth) which is their "Starbucks". Although they do have a starbux, its not "in" like it is here.

Sadly we didnt stay long enough to go on their dessert excersions or their house gatherings (which is real big in Riyadh due to all the rules they have for women) its more fun to stay at home or visit your friends houses.

What really struck me as strange, is upon my arrival to the hotel, dressed in my black Abbaya holding Mr's hand when a man about our age started shouting out comments, flirting at me and my sister in laws ASHKARA, not even considering the MAN standing next to us as anything. Ya3ni not only don't you have respect for women, bs man also??

Such a strange peculiar experience. An unexpected abnormal one.

My highlight must have been getting to know the young, smart lively girls, and I must say JAVA TIME !

• P.S I hope I didnt offend anybody in this post, its just sooo different than what I had expected, and so different than it is here in Kuwait. I am sure if i did live their I'd find Kuwait strange comparing it to my own hometown, so close to each other yet so different lifestyles and ideologies.

Kesal..

Im supposed to get up from this cosy and waaaarm sofa, and get dressed for the coold and mean weather. I just hate it when its cold, its as if Kuwait becomes my enemy during winter time, instead of making me happy and shining its golden sun at me, it wraps me in cold air and paints its sky grey just so that it can make me miserable.
Kuwait I assure u, mission accomplished.
MALEY khelg agoooooooom!!!

But I HAVE to. Nothing would be accomplished if I were to lay down here,typing sweet nothings into my laptop and not having a care in the world. Although it does sound tempting, but I really gotta go.

Au revoir

My New Years

It's been so long I know, I kinda grew out of my blogging addiction, I'm more of a silent reader to most blogs now,,,

Happy belated New Year everyone .. I celebrated with my beau overseas and had a blast, we had fireworks on the beach* and slow danced to soft music (THIS IS A BIG DEAL, my husband is soooooooo not this type) Love u ;**

* This star indicates the not so romantic story behind the fireworks;

As people were laying on the white sands enjoying the azure, royal blue awash waves, I stood barefoot on the cool beach, gazing up at the dark sky watching as the colorful firworks danced their way higher reaching towards the sky.

Purchasing two big boxes of firworks my husband was eager to start firing away, his child within jumped out of his manly figure and with pleading eyes as to not waste time, he held my hand and led me towards the dry sand right infront of the waves who with big blue and white hurled threatining to moistened our destined area in which we chose to set fireworks free. I sat on the white benches watching my beau as he placed the oh-so-precious new toy on the sand stabilizing it to aim towards the sky.I watched curiosly as he tried on many attempts to start lightening the piece of thread that could create such picturesque sights to ones eye.... finally the stubborn white thick thread lit and my husband came running towards where all of us were sitting enjoying the view.

Suddenly, the fireworks came aiming, soaring towards us loosing balance and diverting its fun towards all the innocent people including me, his fragile little wife :( i froze in my place not knowing where to flee, the screams of the people around me and my husbands yelling managed to bring me back to reality, which was a bit too late .... some stupid firework aimed directly at my foot, but with all the adrelanine i didnt feel it except moments later. Surprise surprise i was the only one injured.

With flushed faces we apologized to those who were once audience and now just angry people looking with frowning faces down on us.

Thats my new years story, we left the beach and headed towardsour hotel. Soft music was playing and all couples were enveloped in each others arms dancing together. With guilt encrypted on my beaus face, he asked me ever so gently if I would like to dance like i had always wanted.

Ofcourse I had to say yes, and so hand in hand, we danced the night away.

The end.