PLEASE QUIT

Seriously, whats the point?

Baaack ..!

Its been such a while since I last posted, I reckon each blogger takes a blogger break every now and the, I'm assuming I had mine. Since everytime I wanted to post I got writers block and had no clue what I wanted to post about.

New Life style now.

I dont do much sports, I am sorta kinda working :P Towathaft is the real word. Turns out some people with me in uni are also now with me here, thats a good and a bad thing (;p) Ya3ni its good cuz atleast I know ina ako nas a3arefhum and I already have friends, bs its a bad thing cuz malait men owyohum bel jam3a :P

I miss all my blogger friends, ge6a3t ga63a chaydaa and im sooooooo sorry!

Lail7een kinda 7ayeshni writers block so remind me what I was good at postinG :P and etha makan 3ndii mawaheb then just drop in a few ideas, I MISS THE BLOGGING WORLD !! ;*

btw 6e7t 3ala khoosh web site notcot.org its amaaaaazing oo 7ada a good waste of time esp at work !

I'm Missing You

"Every day I wake up
I hope Im dreamin
I cant believe this shit
Cant believe you aint here
Sometimes its just hard for me to wake up
Its hard to just keep goin
Its like I feel empty inside without you bein here
I would do anything,
to bring you back
Id give all this shit,
shit the whole knot
You was the greatest
Youll always be the greatest
I miss you big
Cant wait til that day, when I see your face again
I cant wait til that day, when I see your face again...

Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
Ill be missing you
Thinkin of the day,
when you went away
What a life to take,
what a bond to break
Ill be missing you"

Puff Daddy

This is the rule: The Rule: "Each player of this game starts off with ten wierd things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten wierd facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must chose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!"

1) I coax myself to wake up in the morning 'come on 7abebtey perfect stranger please wake up'

2) Every night before I sleep, I decide what kind of breakfast I'm going to have tomorrow morning

3) I put my feet up when I sleep

4) My left arm hurts me when Im stressed out

5) When I excersie I eat all that I want believing that I am balancing out my diet with the extra work out

6) I rarely make new friends, malee khelg a7ad yedeed ib 7ayatey

7) I cant sleep at night when my mom is mad at me, hatha modaayl yedeed, makan mawjood gabel :P

8) Ma7eb a7e6 lipstick, kela lip gloss

9) I hate it when people bite their nails, I think its disgusting and I tell them so

10) Ok this last habit i didnt know I had bs I just didnt have a clue ba3ad sheno 3indi wierd stuff so I asked a friend :P

"lama tindamjain bil 7acheee ur eyes become china chinese and u stare up"

I tag

utmost

coolfreak

bored

um-mid3aab

dandoon

zizo

Dying

Well the day has finally come, the lifestyle I am leading is boring me out of my mind.
I hate not having a routine, and I hate the emptiness I feel.
I stopped doing sports, except for Yoga, but I will return soon enshalla. Because the emptiness is killing me.
I feel like I'm dying.
It is killing me.
Dying.
Like a fork stabbed in my heart.
Dying.
My best friend has travelled and I miss her very much,
it is killing me.
Dying.
I am waiting for my interview,
and it is scaring me to death.
Death
Dying
Dying
Dead.

Happy For Kuwait? Do Something FOR Kuwait!

I loved the Maseera, shows some enthusiasm and contentment for Kuwait’s Liberation and National day.
Hated the foams though, we even bumped a guy in the street who was stalling in front of our car, and ignoring our horns, so we put pressure on the gas and hurt his pride in front of the other guys, and maybe his knees a bit.
What annoyed me most was OK YA KUWAITEYEEN daraina enkum mestanseen 3al foamat o maseera o wanasa, and its your way of expressing your happiness and glory, but who the hell eb yakelha 3ogob matkhales wanasatkum ??
It’s the poor foreign working men (Zabaleen) out in the streets cleaning after you, loooooong after you have gone to sleep!
If you had the decency to trash the streets, then you might as well have the decency to clean your mess up!

Happy Liberation and National Day!

Women, Men & Driving in Q8

I am one of the biggest feminist any Kuwaiti would ever meet. I'd argue with my brothers all night long just to prove that there is no difference between the genders. I automatically get insulted when I hear someone say 'Ee rayyal may3eebah', and I'd get into a fist fight when I hear 'Kaifey ana rayyal agdar asawee chethey' (Exaggeration intended here)

BUT.

BUT..

BUT...

There is ONLY ONE thing I'd agree with men on, and that is; most Kuwaiti women are TERRIBLE DRIVERS. I hate them! I wish I were the only women allowed to drive in Kuwait (& ofcourse my friends, and the girls I like, and anyone who wants this right).

Ofcourse I am not saying that men are amazingly good drivers, ofcourse not, some are even crazy drivers, but atleast they know that the D means drive, and R means reverse. In addition they know what a Blind Spot is, and they dont call it "Dead zone" unlike some of the girls I know. :P

Packard Bell the Best so Far!

I am much into laptops, and I tend to switch from one brand to another every couple of months. I had tried everything nearly. BUT nothing matches my most recent and amazing (drumrolls please) PACKARD BELL!

I love its size, its shape, the tiny remote control, the fast processing, the especially the light weight, ALL this for a wonderful price!

I sound like an advertisment don't I ? Yeah PACKARD BELL people should pay me :P

Whats ur favorite brand and why??

STUPID UNIVERSITY !

I graduated earlier, and I want to apply to work, BUT my stupid university still hasn't verified and documented our reports 'ta9deeq el shahada'. There is nothing to do but sit and wait, and IF I WANTED TO APPLY to a place where they have a limited date and will close eventually, there IS NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT IT ! I'm so FRUSTRATED !!

Dear hated,

I usually try to be all about love & peace, but then I see the 'hated' people in my life, and I transform into this nasty piece of art, filled with curses, detestation, and horrid words that may cause bleeding from their pain.
Yes I become a monster.

I can't help myself, if I do not like a person, I find no reason why I should act nice. I don't like you. So screw you. I'm sure I have a reason for not liking you, I do accept people and their imperfections, but yours is simply 'in my face', bothering me. So respect my disliking to you, and go complain elsewhere, and elsewhere does not mean to my friends.

To most, I'm a loving caring nurturing friend, my other side only shines to the 'hated'. I love those who respect themselves, who don't ask too many questions, because quite frankly I am the blunt one. You ask me a question about your friend and I'd simply reply 'yeah not my style. I don't like' and don’t bother me with looks and speeches, because simply it’s a waste of both our times.

On one last note; Don’t try to talk to my friends about me. They come telling me about how pathetic you sounded, and how on and on you went on about the same thing again and again. Then I deal with you in my own silent sweet evil way.

love,
Perfect Stranger

"Beladukum 7elwa 7elwa
bs el wa6an MAALA METHEEL

Loo 7ena safarna el SHOWG eraja3na
7ob el wa6an ghaley
wel 3eesha fee jana!"

Sej sej sej 3amaar Ya KUWAIT!

I've never felt the value of my beloved Kuwait until last week.
Your bed is done for you, your meal is cooked for you, you have someone picking up after you, taking care of you, feeding you, paying for you, loving you, ok ok I'm getting carried away but you get the point?

Although I have travelled on my own before, and lived with a friend in her apartment, it has never been this much a burden as has the past 10 days. You pick up after your careless cousins, you sweep the floors, wipe the dobag 'sticky stuff', sparkle the dishes, make the bed, and the list goes on. I NEED A MASSAGE! I NEED TO BE SPOILT! I NEED ANOTHER HOLIDAY after this holiday :P

BUT the truth speaks for itself; I HAD A BLAST! Sej tebahthalna bel 3eesha broo7na oo 7asaina eb qeemat el floos, but nothing could measure up to the amount of fun, laughter, and amazing time that we spent together !!

PRINSEESA RA7TA 3ANEY SERT BROO7EY BEL LOUNGE!!
ILL UPDATE LATER!

London Update

Londons amazing but EXTREMELY cold! I hate the cold weather, makes you put on more layers then necessary, then you have to wear an extra large coat, and ofcourse lets not forget something else to warm ur head and neck! EKH!

Yazeeeeeeeeeenech yaliKuwait eb 7arech o defaach!

Alot of Kuwaities in London is simply a rumour, mako a7ad ela shwaya, and mostly their people I like so i dont mind them being here :p

I saw UTMOST on my second day here ;** love you

I got a haircut today, ya3ni barage3 mawthoo3 el braces chan a6ayenha (If u know what I mean)

Madri shasawee yajema3a! I HATE THE STUFF I PUT ON! I CANT WAIT TO TAKE THEM OFF!

Ive been walking ALOT lately, and eating plenty! As they usually say "Cold weather makes you hungry" Sedagt wala ya mathal!

I heard theres going to be a bloggers meet up, Wanasa :P We dont meet up bel kuwait la'ana "fashla" bs ib London KILSHAY 3adi :P

OK i guess thats all for now!

I GTG I need to eat something sweet !

I'm Leavin on a Jet Plane..!

IM off to London tonight, with my favorite cousin in the world.

Its so exciting to travel alone, although my mom is going to be there too but in a different hotel so malna sheghel feeha kelish :P

Were gona meet up with my other cousin there, oo ALOT of our friends are going to be there too!

Although I hate the way I look now :( (7a6ait braces y'all) I hope the trip will make me forget how awful I look, and anyway its for the best right?

Im going to miss Kuwait, my love, my car, my home, Kuwaiti Dinars (since 7adha metbarka flosna mo el pounds malhum qeema), but all in all IM REALLY LOOKING FORWARD To THIS!

Benroo7 movies, shows, and actually have some fun and illiminate shopping from our thoughts for this trip (YEAH RIGHT)

Until then,,, i'll try to post up some pictures of our trip!

IM BAAACK !

ATLAST THIS MESSED UP SITE WORKS !
For the past three/four days IT WAS BLOCKED BY FASTELCO!
I had no idea I posted invisible porn comments for the invisible people who thought it was inappropriate material to have in Kuwait therefore they blocked my comment page!

I was so infuriated as I was dialing Fastelco's number, I had no idea how to explain my situation. Ok fine, I was exaggerating, my blog worked perfectly but my comments were blocked, and so was everyone else using the BETA account.

So of course I called up the guy who deals with peoples night Internet problems using Fastelco's hotline. I calmly explained what a blog was, and that I totally had no idea why they had blocked the comments page.

Operator: Block? Ee a3aref sheno ya3ni Block.
Me: BLOG ma3a G, methel 'Gaarey'
Operator: Blog? Ee ham hatha a3arfa, shfee?
Me: el comment page is blocked!
Operator: Blogged?
Me: la hal mara Blocked, ma3a K methel "Kaff"
Operator: ee ee fahamtech
Me: inzain esh7aga? mafeeh shay qala6!
Operator: 3a6eeni el URL

I was supposed to be an anonymous blogger, the operator knew my friggin name! So of course *looks sheepish* I had to give him one of your accounts so he could check the type of comments this blogger had and then take it off the block list after it is approved to be Safe material (Malat). I am not going to mention which account I gave just incase a7ad ya7qed 3alay :P

So the operator joined in the given URL and saw the post, and kept reading it out to me, as if I was illiterate and couldn’t read the post myself!

Me: Garya hal post, abek tefta7 3al comments please wetshoof laish emsaweena block
Operator: Wain alga el comments?
Me: Ta7at el post!
Operator: ee ka ka legaita..

Operator starts reading the comments

Operator: Ee ka ka Zizo says, yararararara, Perfect Stranger says yararrararara,
Me: SHLON FETA7 3INDEK O ANA BLOCKED!!!
Operator: Madri khalas ana aqadem taqreer, a36ehum hal URL oo enshala yet3adal bacher. Omtantoo7 says ...

Me: Khalas mashkooor !! Ma3asalama!

Operator: Ma3asalama yuba

4 days later it did work!.

So thank you my dearest Blogger (although you don’t know who you are, but thanks to you I am Unblocked!)

P.S I GRADUATED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3 Down People!

Is it only me? But I have this urge to grab a sleeping bag and camp somewhere next to the university campus so that I would be the first to see my final grades on my friggin exams! I keep checking online every minute, but it seems to me that our Professors are seriously stalling time, and would rather wait for the beginning of the week to post the grades!!
RE7MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONEY!!

Today I had another Final, which I was TOTALLY clueless about. The subject itself made no sense to me, poor finance students!
During the exam I tried my best and I did all that I could to cheat off of the person in front of me. I squinted, I bugged my eyes, I did all the techniques, and ended up feeling dizzy and cross-eyed. I then rested my face in my hands, and stared at the head in front of me. I envied her. She was writing and calculating, and I was absolutely clueless. An idea crossed my mind to grab her attention, I did an "O" shape with my lips and blew air into her short hair, I could see the effect make a gap into her bare neck, her hand scratched the nakedness i had mischievously caused, and she kept on answering, not even an attempt to see what has caused the sudden coolness on her neck! MASHEY !!!
So I decided to do nothing about the cheating business, but I came up with all sorts of revenge ideas to get back at her for not helping out her poor clueless friend.
15 minutes into the exam I realized that the bare white walls had neither answers nor sympathy towards me, so I put my head on the table and closed my eyes. Maybe I'll start imagining the answers. That didn't help out either.
In the end I answered what I knew and what I didn't know I totally guessed.

ALLAH ESA3EDNEY ENSHALLA! My brain capacity is toooo full for new information, I can't seem to install anything new, if we had a formatting thing for the brain I'd be the first to use it. (wala khoosh ekhtera3)

I know my grade will be nothing but "Sowwad wayhh" but for some reason I'm excited and Want to see what I had achieved!

2 Down !

I'm done with two finals now, bageeli three more..
THREE MORE AND I GRADUATE!!!
(Enshalla 6ab3an)

I have sooo many plans for after graduation;
1-Go to horseback riding
2-Go back to Yoga classes
3-Join Tennis (Im a beginner 3ad ma3aref eb hal shay ;P)
4- Take a break
5-Travel
6-Hang up the law7at and pictures up in my room

This is not an attempt to make others feel envious of my delightful delightful position in life , bs eli me7tar tara kelmen lah allah, es3awwwwwwwww ya jema3a :P

OK Etha 3indikum afkaar 3an wain ashteghel please golooley ! I HAVE NO CLUE!
Adri ini 7anait wayed 3an hal mawthoo3 bs bastefeed shwaya men hal Blog, khal ye6la3 mena fayda :P

My Favorite Things ;D

I thought I'd share some stuff that I love, because I had some extra time, had nothing better to do (AND I'm avoiding studying for my finals ;P) :

"Rain drops on roses and whiskers on kittens

Bright copper kettles and warm woolen mittens

Brown paper packages tied up with strings

These are a few of my favorite things"

My i-home or jbl ontime, its amazing! P.s for those who don't know, you place your ipod in the middle oo you can listen to your songs via the speakers.

This is the book I'm currently reading
A Million Little Pieces, by James Frey. Everytime I read it I get pissed off at James attitude and I shut the book, then I continue a week later ;P

This is my favorite winter socks, it keeps me warm and it feels sooooooo soft!

This is my favorite chocolate in the whole wide world! Ebe3oona eb jam3eyatna eb KD0.495 OLA! :P

Everyone should start using this toothbrush if you dont use it already. 7ada 3ajeeeeeeeeeeeb! For those who don't know me I LOVE TEETH! I take amazingly good care of mine, and I love people with pearly whites, or simply nice teeth.

HAPPY NEW YEARS !!

I Could NOT stop eating! I spent New Years at my Aunt's place with all my relatives gathered, and seriously, see how you breath on a constant normal basis? That was how I ate! I NEED to cut out or else I'll gain 10 Kilos in no time, and that is DEFINITELY not something I am looking forward too.

But on the other hand, I am looking forward to Graduation, which (enshala) is very very soon, and I CANT WAIT!

Ahhhhhhhhhhh! Than I will be 100% financially responsible! I love hard-earned money, and although my parents are wonderfully generous, I would love to get money that I have actually worked for, not freebies given to you by your munificent parents.

SO anyways my Aunts place, is simply a compromise of eating and sleeping. You either do this or that! So I'm sure I packed on a few, but I will have my horse back classes back as soon as I'm done with finals, to burn off what I don’t need ;P