First Timer..

Blogging .. I never really got it? I never really did it .. Never really read it .. If your wondering who I am .. I'm a friend of this blogger.. a good one might I add. And today is a special day for me.. because this is the first time in history i blog .. I managed to get a hold of her password n asked permission to leave a post.. who knows, by the end of this i might be leaving more than just one .. So .. I'm gona start.. with whatever comes to mind.. and if i get comments.. and if my writing seems to be interesting .. then i might leave more posts .. so here it goes: The day i found out my friend got engaged (or should i say about to get engaged..) I left her house crying .. all the way to my home .. until i slept. I thought to myself.. Yes..im happy for her .. but whats gona happen to us? Theres something you readers should know.. Im not writing this so that she can read this.. she already knows everything im about to say .. but I have known this girl for 8 years.. going on the 9th .. and i can trully say that she has been there for me since day 1 .. i lived abroad for a couple of years and she managed to be there for me in a way you cant imagine.. she knows everything about me .. gave me advice.. was there for me when i fell .. MORE than once.. and 3ala golat oboy, she is NOT a friend, she is family. Anyhooz, she got engaged.. and things were getting more wierder for me. I never felt like i was about to loose someone so close to me .. i tried not to think about it .. n kept asking her "promise you wont change" and she kept insisting and telling me how things are gona get better.. She proved me wrong.. She got married that summer .. didnt change a bit. i spoke to her EVERYDAY on her honeymoon. things were looking good for me .. I came back .. and this is where everything changed. I was introduced to the hubby (really nice guy) .. i saw her new life .. i saw her happy .. i felt her change.. then.. I saw us. She proved me WRONG. infact.. everything i thought would happen.. the opposite happened.. not one day passes by where shed call to check up on me.. I remember going to her place .. and its very hard for me to cry, really hard.. and that day i went over.. i just cried and cried and complained about everything going wrong in my life. she didnt have to say ANYTHING, i walked out of her house feeling so much better. she def. proved me wrong.My friends kept insisting i read blogs.. n i always used to refuse.. i dont like it. infact, i still dont ;P bes there was this one blog that i got hooked on .. i finished it in 2 days.. literally.. n i would get so into it .. LoveStruckFlana.. if your reading this.. one word: OMG.. wait thats 3. yeh, anyway.. I always wished i had a joojoo in my life .. as i kept reading her blog.. i used to get even more n more depressed wag3ad wafakir, ana laish ma3indi a7at ib7ayati chithi? not realizing that MY joojoo was this person who was calling me EVERY NITE before she sleeps to check up on me .. anyone reading this .. rarely do you find good friends in life .. and its when things like these that happen .. you really do realize who your real friends are. ok .. enuff talking about her .. (seriously dont flatter ur self .. i just promised i would say watever comes to mind n i did.. )Lets talk about this weekend... which i had an AMAZING time btw spending it with my joojoo.. My uncle was hosting a dinner party (married couples.. good music.. and AMAZING food). I wanted to go.. altho there was noone my age except for 2 of my cousins .. khalti is like my second mom .. but anyway .. i suggested some ppl to come along :P shes met my family ofcoarse but not my extended ones.. so i go to her place carrying a HUUGE os6oura bag with me filled with my NEW makeup thanks to some ppl, shoes, accessories, and LOTSA DRESSES ! we decide to go get our nails and hair done.. which took MUCH longer than expected, then went back home and took about an hr and half just trying on clothes and picking wat to wear.. when we finally decided .. we got into the car.. and drove all the way to my uncles..When we first walked in, it was a bit dark, the only lights were coming from the pool. I could tell she was very nervous :P there was only about 4 older couples including my parents, 3ami o khalti. we say hello, and i introduce her to them and i cd tell she was very nervous :P she wanted to go home so i said ok, lemmi just go put the bag in the kitchen and ill walk you out. I go, come back, and find her sitting laughing with my mom about the high-heeled shoes im wearing and how my mom thinks their really UGLY! i was happy .. she got kinda comf :P more ppl started to come in n she was still there. made me so proud and happy.. cuz i knew ina shes not the type to meet her friends' family. I guess im special :P it was a wonderful night.. turned out my aunt was friends with her mom .. she left the house smiling and saying shes glad she came.. I was even gladder :) Due to my stressful week at work (which i have been working REALLY HARD.. to u ppl who know who i am) i enjoyed my weekend. A friend that comes to surprise you at work is a true one. A friend that encourages you and pushes you for the best is a true one. A friend that calls to check up one you 5 times a day is a true one. A friend that teaches you how to put makeup is good one :P A friend that wants the best for you n is HONEST is a good one. And for someone who doesnt believe in best friends, I can definitely say that she has filled all the requirements of being one .. o im really lucky to have her in my life ;*