If you could dedicate one song to ur loved one, what would it be?


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QfrZP32sIz0#watch-main-area


ma3aref shloon i put the utube video up here.
I suck, mamdaaney dethart ! Hatha wana lail7een maweladt!

Anyway thats my song to Mr ;*

That One Word

What is that one word

that describes lonliness in its utter most ironic way,

What is that one word

That details the anxiety of anticipation, of waiting, and waiting even more,

What is that one word

that characterizes and delineates the unappreciativeness of what I have,

What is that one word

that defines the scrutiny of family who inaddition fabricate affection,

What is that one word

that simplifies the meaning of lethargy in its simplist form,

What is that one word

that illustrates the desire to be desired, to be heard, to be nurtured, loved and cared for,

What is that one word

that assigns the feeling of being given the fullest attention, 100% all the way,

What is that one word

What is it?

What?

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What a pregnant women doesnt want to hear

-Wooooww ur belly is so big, are u having twins??

-Ee ka beda khashmech yenferesh, yala maboga shay enshalla (la walaa??)

-Ha meta el welada enshalla?? (Mm entaw shako, i See u once in every 3 years)

-Bent wela walad? (SHAKOOO)

-Nagaytaw esem ?? (hathy sej et6afer)

-Betnafseen ebait ahalech ? (LA wala kent emfakra ya 3nd el yeran ya ebaitkum)

-Meno Dktoortech? Weey mozaina, tadreen etmoot 3al C-section (Did I even ask for ur opinion?)

-Waaaay allah e3enech (F**K U)


ambaih bs khalas bs writing hal post esta3sart all over again...
Hff hormones hormones hormones...

META OLAD YA RABEEEEEY

Jeleel el 7aya!!!

IMAGINE the other day I was walking in the avenues minding my own business when something from behind me SMACKS me on my A**!!!
WTH!!
Altefet adawer sheno hatha wela theres this 5 year old kid on the floor tawa 6aye7 after putting all his stupid weight into hitting me!!!!

"A7SAN!!" I say at the kid on the floor ba6 chabdee oo sej he hurt me!

"TFOO 3alaich"
I was standing gob smacked at this little jerks reaction!@ He actually spitted at me for no reason at all!

WALA EL 3ATHEEM I WAS MINDING MY OWN BUSINESS TALKING TO MY FRIEND MALEE SHEGHEL EB A7AD!!!

And then the stupid kid comes aaaiming his fists at my tummy!!!! (Wegaf galbiiii!! I Was thinking omg my baby!!!)

"Wakher 3ani!!! bs khalas rooo7 la anadee el sher6a"

"TFooo 3alaich"

I gave him my back oo walked away feeling the spitting still going on behind me bs trying my best to gain my presteej back (AY PRESTEEJ ELA TEBAKHAR!!!)

6ab3an being pregnant that made my eyes well up oo I was about to break down and cry then and there bs mesakt 3omree cuz Ive had enough embarrasment for one day!!
IM NEVER STEPPING FOOT IN THE AVENUES EVER AGAIN WITHOUT MY BODYGUARD (MR) :/



Oooh and read this part only if ur interested in pregnancy or are pregnant:-

Ekteshaft ely ya7mel oo yakel methel akla el 6abe3ey (Before getting pregnant) doesnt gain as much as if you think Im eating for TWO, which is soo not true, fa stick 2 ur own schedual and yeah give in to ur cravings bs bel 3agel dont go overrr board!!

Bored!!

What does anyone do in Q8??!!

Weird or what?

Is it normal that my house maid talks on the phone more than I do?

Or that she gets more texts than I do?

El mshkela ena I gave her the phone fa fashla ya3nee ..

Or is this just my hormones playing with my feelings?

Oh and 3eedkum embarrak ! ;)

The Cure..

Im really bad at updating you guys with sheno sar bs ana gayla lazim atsana3...

So The cure that totally cured me oo ra7 kelshay ely kan feeny is...

Not the creams, powders, lotions, etc etc..
But simply....

OLIVE OIL!!

La wel meshkela ena ana ely I prescribed it to myself, 7asayt ena el creamat had too much stuff in them o might harm my baby so I reasearched online oo 6ala3 lots of mothers-2-b sar feehum oo some tried Olive Oil oo ohwa ely nefa3!!

El7emdellaa ya rab .. enshala ma7ad ethoog ely thegta...

Updates with my pregnancy (NOT A HAPPY POST)

Im 25 weeks pregnant oo its hectic :(

Bedayat my pregnancy till now I didnt gain much weight though which is amaazing cuz I eat alot non stop bs also I move alot so it equals things out, the thing is it was sooo easy and I kept saying ee el7emdela mako nesat bs noom, oo ee el7emdela sahalat khaboona 3al faathey, oo ee el7emdela tara kela mobalaqa eb mobalaqaa,, and thennn......

I became sick twice throwing up oo diorehea in my 4th and 5th months, oo kel marath 10 days atleast (maybe thats why i didnt gain much) and then when things became better oo I finally got my health back I developed a rash which is spread alll over which is killing me!!

Agom men el noom men el alam! I wake up my poor hubby ely warrah dawam men my crying! I cant stand it no more, ive been to three dermatologists oo akher wa7da ehy ely baredat chabdee (Dr Mona al Fares)

Oo enshala tonight I can sleep with the millions of creams prescribed to me since I cant take much medication because of my pregnancy...

Allahh esahel oo ehawen 3alay, ana nearly dasha my 7th month now, laa oo foog kel hatha ga3da a7ateey Swine Flu with hal pregnancy, shlooon?? Shasawee? Its so wierd faja kelshay eb wagt wa7ed, 3ayazt wana agra 3ala 3omree o 7alty 7aala, bs sa3at Shit happens :(

El7emdela 3ala Kol 7aal shay a7san men shay ..

So much to say, cant find the words

I've never missed my blog this much!!!

So much has been going on...

sooo much..

stuff too personal to even talk about,

but the good news is

Im expecting a baby in a few months time (enshalla ;) )

IM SUPER EXCITED@!

Confused..

Every time I wana post something, I log in, go to New Post then think to myself Naaaaah nothing important to saay, then log out. WHATS WRONG WITH ME!

DONT FORGET..

Mothers Day!! Its this upcoming saturday the 21st of March




Ideas for your thoughtfulness...:



Go online to buy Flowers:

http://www.theworldflowers.com/default.asp?lang=en-us&idcountry=372

http://www.flowerskuwait.com/

http://www.flora2000.com/Shopping/Kuwait2.asp

http://www.q8flowers.com/flowers.aspx?sid=2



Another good idea is..

China (Mwa3eeen)

You will find plenty in A to Z (fair price)

Sal7eya (Porcelean) High End shwaya although they have a 30% sale

Home Center (fair price)

Sultan Center (fair price)

Ikea (fair prices)

No likey? Try getting her a gift voucher from Villa Moda worth 10% off an purchases made between March 19-21

Or

AlOstoura just sent me a msg claiming they have silverrware (qaseemat sheraa ma3daneya) available for mothers day with prices varying from 50-100-150-250 KD, call 67007779

How about just getting a family picture and playing around with the picture adding effects (if your not that creative and dont know how try any mosawer or theres a place in Galleria 2000 who plays around with pictures professionaly) oo place it in a picture frame with flowers and chocolates.

Chocolates:

Godiva

Fauchon

Wow

Opera

Patchi? (shakhbari ;p)

If your mom is into creativity and you have plenty of time on your hands why dont you make her a scrap book of family pictures and each member of your family could comment on each page underneath the pictures and good memories.

Hope this is all useful, for additional info just ask, and maybe u can add ur own ideas !!

Almost Everything

7 Kilo gain weight since i got married!!!!!! ( Ok just 5 but still it is the difference from being sexy skinny to being on the verge of chubby)

On my trip to Lebanon 2 weeks ago I went to this kick-ass dietician who knew exactly what I was going through, FOOD BINGING! She made me get into this alien machine that could tell every single secret of my body, such as how much muscle I have, how much fat blab la

Sadly to say, my results weren’t very attractive, so I’m not about to broadcast them here, but with the very pleasant diet she gave me I’m supposed to lose .5 kilo each week.

I just checked out my weight and it turns out I lost .7 so yipeeeeeee me!! (Cuz I did cheat and had a few sweeties especially since last night was valentines )

I started blogging 3 years ago, under a different identity oo I loved my first one the most. I kinda don’t like me as much as I did before(blogging wise) so I’m going to try to catch my aura back then and improvise here in my new casa blog.

My hubby is cool about me blogging, he was actually the person that encouraged me to start blogging again. I never thought he would be this cool, bs ashwa it turns out he is the coolest!!

When I’m in my comfort zone, I’m always smiling cheerful, happy, singing my heart out, until a stranger arrives. I go quiet, I don’t interact, don’t smile as much, and hate myself whilst doing all three. It’s a new thing of mine, I wasn’t like this when I was younger. I’m planning on changing and going to be my usual self and not act shy (EKH) around strangers (or friend of a friend), the latter is where I noticed myself on most occasions.

So tomorrow is my big trial. I am invited to this birthday thing filled with people I don’t really know know and I plan on being the normal version of anti-shy me.

P.S the new look is for Mr, he always complains that the color hurts his eyes, THATS why he doesn't "check my blog", (yeah right )

Once upon a black Abaya

Veiled heads, dressed all in black, from head to toe, my painted red fingernails hidden underneath my silky black Abbaya, worried that the "Hay'a" might question me, stop me, hold me hostage in their big black GMC. We all had solemn expressions, faces swept away from any smiles or happy expressions as we roamed the malls. We were in Riyadh and all shocked at how they led their lives.

We were there on a short trip, 2 days only not more. The girls their were so nice and pretty, they were so kind and generous, so down to earth, wonderful companions and tour guides. They were cousins of our Kuwaiti friend, thank god we knew someone there to explain to us how to act and where to go and what to do and what not.

They took us everywhere. Bizarrely enough they had a whole floor in a shopping mall called "Ladies Kingdom" which we can shop scarfless, only women are allowed there.

When we actually went to have coffee, we wernt allowed to get out of the car, but the driver took our orders and headed down to Java Time (latheeeeeeeeeeeeeth) which is their "Starbucks". Although they do have a starbux, its not "in" like it is here.

Sadly we didnt stay long enough to go on their dessert excersions or their house gatherings (which is real big in Riyadh due to all the rules they have for women) its more fun to stay at home or visit your friends houses.

What really struck me as strange, is upon my arrival to the hotel, dressed in my black Abbaya holding Mr's hand when a man about our age started shouting out comments, flirting at me and my sister in laws ASHKARA, not even considering the MAN standing next to us as anything. Ya3ni not only don't you have respect for women, bs man also??

Such a strange peculiar experience. An unexpected abnormal one.

My highlight must have been getting to know the young, smart lively girls, and I must say JAVA TIME !

• P.S I hope I didnt offend anybody in this post, its just sooo different than what I had expected, and so different than it is here in Kuwait. I am sure if i did live their I'd find Kuwait strange comparing it to my own hometown, so close to each other yet so different lifestyles and ideologies.

Kesal..

Im supposed to get up from this cosy and waaaarm sofa, and get dressed for the coold and mean weather. I just hate it when its cold, its as if Kuwait becomes my enemy during winter time, instead of making me happy and shining its golden sun at me, it wraps me in cold air and paints its sky grey just so that it can make me miserable.
Kuwait I assure u, mission accomplished.
MALEY khelg agoooooooom!!!

But I HAVE to. Nothing would be accomplished if I were to lay down here,typing sweet nothings into my laptop and not having a care in the world. Although it does sound tempting, but I really gotta go.

Au revoir

My New Years

It's been so long I know, I kinda grew out of my blogging addiction, I'm more of a silent reader to most blogs now,,,

Happy belated New Year everyone .. I celebrated with my beau overseas and had a blast, we had fireworks on the beach* and slow danced to soft music (THIS IS A BIG DEAL, my husband is soooooooo not this type) Love u ;**

* This star indicates the not so romantic story behind the fireworks;

As people were laying on the white sands enjoying the azure, royal blue awash waves, I stood barefoot on the cool beach, gazing up at the dark sky watching as the colorful firworks danced their way higher reaching towards the sky.

Purchasing two big boxes of firworks my husband was eager to start firing away, his child within jumped out of his manly figure and with pleading eyes as to not waste time, he held my hand and led me towards the dry sand right infront of the waves who with big blue and white hurled threatining to moistened our destined area in which we chose to set fireworks free. I sat on the white benches watching my beau as he placed the oh-so-precious new toy on the sand stabilizing it to aim towards the sky.I watched curiosly as he tried on many attempts to start lightening the piece of thread that could create such picturesque sights to ones eye.... finally the stubborn white thick thread lit and my husband came running towards where all of us were sitting enjoying the view.

Suddenly, the fireworks came aiming, soaring towards us loosing balance and diverting its fun towards all the innocent people including me, his fragile little wife :( i froze in my place not knowing where to flee, the screams of the people around me and my husbands yelling managed to bring me back to reality, which was a bit too late .... some stupid firework aimed directly at my foot, but with all the adrelanine i didnt feel it except moments later. Surprise surprise i was the only one injured.

With flushed faces we apologized to those who were once audience and now just angry people looking with frowning faces down on us.

Thats my new years story, we left the beach and headed towardsour hotel. Soft music was playing and all couples were enveloped in each others arms dancing together. With guilt encrypted on my beaus face, he asked me ever so gently if I would like to dance like i had always wanted.

Ofcourse I had to say yes, and so hand in hand, we danced the night away.

The end.

And another post from my friend "MS"

First and Foremost, I would like to congragulate Mrs. little slow on technology over here (Mrs.) on FINALLY getting a BB !! Secondly, Ive seen the comments on the last post, oo Ive been meaning to reply to you ASWELL as write more.. bes ive been CRAZY busy. Believe it or not, im typing this from work, and ONLY because im so exciited for some people.

If your wondering who I am .. Ive decided to go by Ms. .. (corny and sad huh? I dnt care live with it). I dont like to reveal my identity and believe it or not, i re read the first post abt 5 times to make sure i didnt spill out anything too obvious .. :P i like to refer to myself as "chees magthooth" (heard it from a friend once), see.. blogging is not good for me.. lana min awal jomla aktibha ibayiin mino ana ;P 7adii ashkara.. ANYWHOOOZ.. so Ive been thinking alot bt this whole blogging thing... oo 6ab3an after i read the comment.. hatha ili shaja3ni zyada to write another post. The only dillemma Im having is WHAT to write about.. what will keep the readers posted and waiting for another post ? Hmm .. I guess only time will tell.

Time is only going slower, 3eed is around the corner then christmas and new years. Ive been working REALLY hard, oo im actually taking my FIRST vacation ina couple of days.. and NO im not excited bout the cold weather .. i look at it more like "HELLOOOO SHOPPING" ! ;) speaking of shopping, i think thats the only reason me and Mrs. are friends, cuz thats one of the most things we have in common :P oh also because shes a good friend :P

OMG, did i mention how excited I am that Mrs. finally got a BB ? im probably more happy then her :P So .. I dont really go out much in Kuwait. Reason being the 3agad. I dont like to even see them. so what do i do ? nothing. its sick. I mean dnt get me wrong, I do go out, bes the places i go to are usually NOT za7ma.. oh and i must admit.. the shopping here.. im impressed. See im more of a boutique person rather than well-known brands.. and I refuse to buy the typical Zara and Mango stuff.. bes the boutiques here.. im really impressed. likwaitiyeen maykhaloon wala :P sirna al7een were keeping up with bara, maybe even them keeping up with us... Kuwaiti girls imaskhoonha though.. with the clown makeup and 20 inch heels. Shda3wa yoba ? bes I guess kilman oo styla sa7 ? im a very laid back person, only wear heels on occasions :P bes al7en i started to cuz of work .. bes i feel ina if i dress up like that everyday, when it comes to a 7afla or an istiqbal or a wedding, ill still look the same ? get it? Heh, i dunno .. but trust me .. u can learn ALOT of tips from Mrs. .. I usually go to hwe when im in a fashion crisis.. hey .. she comes to me too? Im not that bad :P

So like i said im at work .. and a document that i had hand written was passed on to another colleague.. who later on the day comes to me and asks me the wiredst q tha left me staring blank at her. Ok poeple, itha you dont know how to speak English .. DONT? SIMPLE!
So anyway, she comes to me confused asking me "Is this your line?" I go "Wat?"
She goes "Is this your line?" and repeats it like 3 times ..
I figuired ok, lets ask her bil 3arabi yimkin tigdar tishra7lii "Im sorry 7abeebti mo fahmitich khair shfeha il doc.?"
"La bes boghait a3arf itha hatha kha6iich"

Kha6iich .. Line .. GO FIGURE !!!!!

Ok, well.. I dont wana take over Mrs.'s blog and all .. shes probably giving looks at her laptop rite now.. bes i was just SO happy for her that i had to share it with her readers ;* As of now .. Ill leave and let Mrs. take over ;)

XOXO -
Ms.

First Timer..

Blogging .. I never really got it? I never really did it .. Never really read it .. If your wondering who I am .. I'm a friend of this blogger.. a good one might I add. And today is a special day for me.. because this is the first time in history i blog .. I managed to get a hold of her password n asked permission to leave a post.. who knows, by the end of this i might be leaving more than just one .. So .. I'm gona start.. with whatever comes to mind.. and if i get comments.. and if my writing seems to be interesting .. then i might leave more posts .. so here it goes: The day i found out my friend got engaged (or should i say about to get engaged..) I left her house crying .. all the way to my home .. until i slept. I thought to myself.. Yes..im happy for her .. but whats gona happen to us? Theres something you readers should know.. Im not writing this so that she can read this.. she already knows everything im about to say .. but I have known this girl for 8 years.. going on the 9th .. and i can trully say that she has been there for me since day 1 .. i lived abroad for a couple of years and she managed to be there for me in a way you cant imagine.. she knows everything about me .. gave me advice.. was there for me when i fell .. MORE than once.. and 3ala golat oboy, she is NOT a friend, she is family. Anyhooz, she got engaged.. and things were getting more wierder for me. I never felt like i was about to loose someone so close to me .. i tried not to think about it .. n kept asking her "promise you wont change" and she kept insisting and telling me how things are gona get better.. She proved me wrong.. She got married that summer .. didnt change a bit. i spoke to her EVERYDAY on her honeymoon. things were looking good for me .. I came back .. and this is where everything changed. I was introduced to the hubby (really nice guy) .. i saw her new life .. i saw her happy .. i felt her change.. then.. I saw us. She proved me WRONG. infact.. everything i thought would happen.. the opposite happened.. not one day passes by where shed call to check up on me.. I remember going to her place .. and its very hard for me to cry, really hard.. and that day i went over.. i just cried and cried and complained about everything going wrong in my life. she didnt have to say ANYTHING, i walked out of her house feeling so much better. she def. proved me wrong.My friends kept insisting i read blogs.. n i always used to refuse.. i dont like it. infact, i still dont ;P bes there was this one blog that i got hooked on .. i finished it in 2 days.. literally.. n i would get so into it .. LoveStruckFlana.. if your reading this.. one word: OMG.. wait thats 3. yeh, anyway.. I always wished i had a joojoo in my life .. as i kept reading her blog.. i used to get even more n more depressed wag3ad wafakir, ana laish ma3indi a7at ib7ayati chithi? not realizing that MY joojoo was this person who was calling me EVERY NITE before she sleeps to check up on me .. anyone reading this .. rarely do you find good friends in life .. and its when things like these that happen .. you really do realize who your real friends are. ok .. enuff talking about her .. (seriously dont flatter ur self .. i just promised i would say watever comes to mind n i did.. )Lets talk about this weekend... which i had an AMAZING time btw spending it with my joojoo.. My uncle was hosting a dinner party (married couples.. good music.. and AMAZING food). I wanted to go.. altho there was noone my age except for 2 of my cousins .. khalti is like my second mom .. but anyway .. i suggested some ppl to come along :P shes met my family ofcoarse but not my extended ones.. so i go to her place carrying a HUUGE os6oura bag with me filled with my NEW makeup thanks to some ppl, shoes, accessories, and LOTSA DRESSES ! we decide to go get our nails and hair done.. which took MUCH longer than expected, then went back home and took about an hr and half just trying on clothes and picking wat to wear.. when we finally decided .. we got into the car.. and drove all the way to my uncles..When we first walked in, it was a bit dark, the only lights were coming from the pool. I could tell she was very nervous :P there was only about 4 older couples including my parents, 3ami o khalti. we say hello, and i introduce her to them and i cd tell she was very nervous :P she wanted to go home so i said ok, lemmi just go put the bag in the kitchen and ill walk you out. I go, come back, and find her sitting laughing with my mom about the high-heeled shoes im wearing and how my mom thinks their really UGLY! i was happy .. she got kinda comf :P more ppl started to come in n she was still there. made me so proud and happy.. cuz i knew ina shes not the type to meet her friends' family. I guess im special :P it was a wonderful night.. turned out my aunt was friends with her mom .. she left the house smiling and saying shes glad she came.. I was even gladder :) Due to my stressful week at work (which i have been working REALLY HARD.. to u ppl who know who i am) i enjoyed my weekend. A friend that comes to surprise you at work is a true one. A friend that encourages you and pushes you for the best is a true one. A friend that calls to check up one you 5 times a day is a true one. A friend that teaches you how to put makeup is good one :P A friend that wants the best for you n is HONEST is a good one. And for someone who doesnt believe in best friends, I can definitely say that she has filled all the requirements of being one .. o im really lucky to have her in my life ;*

UpDates =)

ALF ALF MABROOK !! I Got the bag I wanted!

Enshala I didnt let you all down with my new fendi bag :P im not the typical kuwaiti balenciaga bag eli almost 9.5 out of 10 girls have.... la i go for chethey, shway different.. it comes in black, snake skin, navy, annnnnnnnnnnd RED :D tara theres a part missing fee a long shoulder strap ba3ad
anways shar6 now I walk down avenues most of u are going to know who I am la'ana el Red 7ada RED FETHEE7A :P 3ad ma awa9eekum come say Hii :P

(P.s) I couldnt take my a pic with my camera la'ana the red is too shiny madre shesalfa everytime i take a pic ye6la3 el flash on my bag o kelesh mo wathe7 so imagine it red kaifkum 3ad :P)

Btw this section is dedicated to hubby(a.k.a H): He read my earlier post and was like "MRSS! alah ehadaach, al7een eli yegra el post eshof 3an my bad habit 3abala ashraaab o sekeer o 7alty 7aalaaa"
Mrs: ee gal3etek, eg6a3 ur bad habit oo ill stop complaining ib my blog!
H: enzain fasreeluhum sheno il bad habit tkfaaain..
Mrs: La laiman u stop.

HAHAHA I never knew I had so much power in my blog!! :D Hubby if ur reading I love u :P

-Re7na health co. turns out la'ana ana not over weight fa i get a stricter diet than H. This is a way of rewarding me??? :( I cant get chocolate cake or tiramisu as often as hubbs, oo when he gets machboos deyay for lunch I get vegetable saute and other really depressing stuff. And to make matters worse, H shall lose so much weight in a week, when I, poor I, might only lose 1/2 a kilo each week. Shraykum bas??

-Ok so today I went to zain to purchase my Bold (EBKAIFI gharart ena its here in Q8) turns out the guy behind the counter had no clue what was Bold, he kept telling me 'madre sheno hal khedma, entay metakda ena ga3da ten6eqeenha sa7???' Loo sama7t Bold ohwa jehaz Blackberry. "ee 3indi wa7ed la7tha" e6ale3leey eyaah, turns out its a curve. Stupid salesperson. narfazni. Ma7eb I wait wayyed,! Which makes me feel spoilt, which Im NOT wala, bs sej I cant wait abi el BOLD AL7EEEN !! ;/

-I was reading www.248am.com oo menziman khobree feeh, so I was like catching up oo he had an MSI wind which he enstalled OSX in. 7ad'ha e3jebatni el fekra since the wind 7ada khafeef o tiny eshaweg o it comes in PINK :P bs la i refuse to buy pink. Ta3aqadt min omey and now H. 3ala bo Im a girl all i ever get is pink stuff, ta3aqadt. Fushia I dont mind though.. ;p so anyway I might get that. Ill update u she9eeer

-3ala 6areey gadgets elyoam re7t Virgin ( I KNOW elyoam re7t kel mukan sa7?? :P) elmohem so ib Virgin they had a cool stand that they customize ur stuff for u, or as they put it Gadget Personalize, check it out www.skinjamonline.com fa once i get my blackberry bawadeeh ehnak, and my new laptop, and maybe maaaaaaaaybe etha yazli el wath3 wayed my camera.

-oo Bacher baroo7 el 3thman and other places to look for shoes, ee and baro7 wolford cuz a7taj gigi :P

On a lighter note the other day H and I were in the car when I exclaimed excitedly
"adrii sheno basaweee!! Basbagh sha3reee, Ba9eer SHAGRA!!!"
H: Laish laissh te9begheena kelaaa, saway shay thaney mo kelaa
Me: Haww shasawee, mabeey agesaa !! Abee e6ool laman meneey!
H: La latgeseeenaaa!! Saweeh Shadoow!
Me smiling evily: Shadow?
H: ee hatha shadow malkumm
Me: Shlon 9ayer?
H: eli etsawooona khe9la o tark madre shetsamooonaa..

(He meant Hilights)
hehehe

cute sa7?

This & That

UPDATES people !!
I got low lights!! they look hot!! :P

-Bacher 3indi maw3ed health co. me and hubby, i gained 4 kilos since tezawajna, he gained 15 :P so im there for support and i've always wanted to do health co. khan shoof its not easy losing weight when u dont need to much,, bs i love the skinnnnnny look, a3sheqa!! I wana wear skinny pants and actually look skinny pants not buldgey here and there and everywhere :p

-I want BLACKBERRY BOLD ya naaaaas! Kent abi curve red min at&t bs gelna nan6er el BOLD a7san 3ala bo 3G and the curve is edge

-I want the new fendi bag its hot hot hot !! ma3aney ma7eb fendi .. not a fan AT ALL but i really like this specific one!

-I want apple macbook, a7es technology is waaaaaaaaaaaay ahead of me o i need to catch up 9ayra dathraa

bas khalast..
hatholi el ashya abeeha..
enshala asha6ebha within these upcoming weeks .,, little by little I shall reach my utter and upmost satisfaction (NOT!!) wal7emdela 3ala kol 7aaal ;D

OK VENTING TIME:

Yesterday I was a bit ignorant, unable to accept some little flaws that my husband has. But then I realised that overlooking little things can make the world a brighter place. If he had such flaw and I became annoyed everytime it was done then he would be annoyed at my presence cuz I would always be complaining and whining and he would seek elsewhere to be for relaxation. And me ? I would just be a source of nagging to him. So yesterday we had a looooooooong talk, spoke about how I feel, how wrong of me not to accept him as he is, and how I shall help him if he needs my help, and athough its a tiny tiny tiny ugly habit, everyone does it, oo its socially accepted, so I shouldnt be making such a big deal, and I promise to change because I love him and we have a lifetime ahead of us, if one small thing such as this makes us argue all the time, then what shall we do when the big stuff comes?? Together him & I shall deal with it and overcoming the little things helps seeing a brighter future together (Bas nagesney the brady bunch song, no?)

let me finish this post with this beautiful beautiful saying:
Anger makes you smaller, while forgiveness forces you to grow beyond what you were.
Cherie Carter-Scott, "If Love Is a Game, These Are the Rules"

A Love Poem

Taking time off by yourself I have found is quiet healthy. (Due to my husband being busy from 9 am to 10 pm on business scheduals)

I am shopping on my own, walking around Dubai on my own. Eating by myself. Smiling. and not even feeling a tiny bit sorry for myself, like I thought I would feel. Because I know at the end of the day I have someone to go back too.
Let me assure you, we have our ups and downs, we argue alotttttt, especially since he has a wife like me who never puts her foot down on anything and has an answer to everything buttttttt still, he is the center of my core and i love him to bits and pieces !!





During the night all I ever want to do is kiss you.

Hug you.

Feel your body next to mine.

I want you to wrap your manly arms around me.

Make me feel safe in your warm haven.

I want to feel your deep breathing on my neck.

I feel love vibrating from my body towards you.

I cant sleep cuz I miss you

I love you,

I dont want to waste time sleeping when I can stare at your beautiful face enhanced in your dreams.

When I can see the light of the t.v reflect on the golden hairs on your arms.

I love you.

I adore you.

I appreciate you being there for me.

Being my best friend.

My soul mate.

The love of my life.

My husband.



Sweetdreams.