Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Dying


Well the day has finally come, the lifestyle I am leading is boring me out of my mind.
I hate not having a routine, and I hate the emptiness I feel.
I stopped doing sports, except for Yoga, but I will return soon enshalla. Because the emptiness is killing me.
I feel like I'm dying.
It is killing me.
Dying.
Like a fork stabbed in my heart.
Dying.
My best friend has travelled and I miss her very much,
it is killing me.
Dying.
I am waiting for my interview,
and it is scaring me to death.
Death
Dying
Dying
Dead.

14 comments:

Utmost-y said...

oooh love;*
u havve soooooooo much to doo! bs e7na fenna 6abe3 once enjabel tv o entsada7 mangoom;/
ur interview is gonna be gr8! o ur friend is comming bacher enshAllah!
chhhheeeer up ;*

Mrs. said...

eeee wala saja saja ! la shes coming 3ogob bacher :P
I WILL TRY TO!

bored said...

have lots of ice cream, it helps ;)

Naser said...

Interview? Look 'em in the eyes. Don't stutter. Throw a joke, not too funny (coz then they'd only rem. the joke) Not too unfunny (coz then they'd hate you). Just make an impression. Tadren shlon? Aro7 bedalich? ;P

Danah said...

Good luck in your interview!

eshda3wa said...

ur not dying inshallah
u just need to move
and have lots of chocolate

um-miT3ib said...

kakaw.. mcdo w najwa should do the trick;p

GLAMOROUS said...

galatlich um-miT3ib iL 7al, o it worked ma3aha lol ;P
come on Cheer up it's just a matter of time

avocat said...

laiiish imsawya il azma il 3alamiya !
yal 3ayara kahy utmost tgol rifeejtich ibtiyee w khoo agsaha interview CHEER UP PPL !! ga3den itsabibooli 7arej ;p

Dakhtour said...

La teg3eden etkhar3eeena akher el lail?! Shal emfawal hatha?! Baaaaaaaaaaaaal!! Al7en eshlon enam!? 7esay fena eh eh eh :(

Mrs. said...

bored: Hehehe ee sema3t ;)

coolfreak: Ur the coolest! Roo7 bedaley tkfaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa:P

dandoon: Thankss !

eshda3wa: ee mobalagha ;P

um-mit3ib: Kakaw and mcdo, ma3teref eb moghaneyaat :P

glamorous: ee im cheered up by now :D

um-mid3aab: Smela 3alaich men el 7aarej ;p

zizo: LOOOOOOOOOOL ! latekhtere3 bs chetheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey :P

Anonymous said...

i feel same too...dying...

um-miT3ib said...

intay laish matismi3een el 7achy ? giltlich najwa ya3ne najwa !

Anonymous said...

inalilaaaaah! ish'hal ka2aba?!! ana agool ta3awethay min blees.. get your eye brows done.. then your hair.. libsay ka3ab.. look good.. ou 6el3ay ma3a wa7da twaniss.. deeray balich te6le3een ma3a wa7da demha thegeel.. il 7ala testa2 ;p